Routines. Obligations. Saying yes when I mean no. Fighting for no damn reason. Losing myself. Losing sight of my goals. Readjusting my priorities. Putting you before me.
I'm afraid that you'll stop making me laugh. Things will get too serious too fast. I'll lose interest. You'll lose interest. Your stories will repeat themselves. Lies start coming out of your mouth. Excuses replace your reasons. Your karma will catch up to you and I'll have to break your fall.
I'm afraid that I'll hurt you- not intentionally- but because I don't know where the boundaries lay. I've been free all my life. How much can you honestly expect from me?
Everything is telling me to take a chance, even the stupid fortune cookie, so maybe I will.
I haven't regretted anything in my past.. let's hope this isn't the first.
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