my dearest becky, i miss you & i never got to tell you what you meant to me. not only were you my best friend but you were a sister. i know i can't turn back time and i am trying my hardest not to be selfish with you so i will try my hardest to understand that you're finally there, eternally in heaven and i am looking forward to the day that i get to see your beautiful face again. time is such a blur and i never would have expected something like this to have happened to us.. out of all people but you lived your life to its extent and i know you wouldn't have had it anyway. i'm trying so hard to get over everything but i'm weak. i need you to reassure me that it's going to be okay here on earth without you. i love you so much!! i can't even begin to describe what your friendship meant to me. you inspired and motivated me to be my best. i just hope you're watching over me and making sarcastic comments about everything. i'm gonna carry on for the both of us and try to live it up on this 2nd chance. i miss you very much, boo. i love you babygruuuh. be good and enjoy. til we meet again.
my dearest becky,
ReplyDeletei miss you & i never got to tell you what you meant to me. not only were you my best friend but you were a sister. i know i can't turn back time and i am trying my hardest not to be selfish with you so i will try my hardest to understand that you're finally there, eternally in heaven and i am looking forward to the day that i get to see your beautiful face again. time is such a blur and i never would have expected something like this to have happened to us.. out of all people but you lived your life to its extent and i know you wouldn't have had it anyway. i'm trying so hard to get over everything but i'm weak. i need you to reassure me that it's going to be okay here on earth without you. i love you so much!! i can't even begin to describe what your friendship meant to me. you inspired and motivated me to be my best. i just hope you're watching over me and making sarcastic comments about everything. i'm gonna carry on for the both of us and try to live it up on this 2nd chance. i miss you very much, boo. i love you babygruuuh. be good and enjoy. til we meet again.