Friday, October 16, 2009

where the wild things aren't

apparently my days of living wildly [and stupidly] are coming to an end. it's friday for another hour, and i am sober-- 100%.
my lion is out on the prowl with his pack. 
i'm at home, supposedly writing my paper but, the blatant lies that composed bush's two inaugural addresses are not captivating my interest at the moment. 
life's obstacles seem to be the only thing i can think about. 
never enough time, money, energy, sleep, food, exercise, essentials..
and i'm beginning to believe that there never will be. 
every corner of the earth seems to be tugging at me, trying to pull me in every which way besides the way i want to go. 
i no longer waste my time thinking about the life i want to live, because inevitably that will not be the case, and i have just wasted more time. 
i'm also wasting time rambling.. but whatever. it's the only 'free'/me time i get and this is how i'm spending it... watching lost, getting mad at lady, and ranting online.
it'll be better tomorrow. . . .

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