finally

i don't feel like this often, so pardon my indulgence.

i'm happy.

not the i'm waiting in anticipation for something i think will make me happy kind of happy, but the genuine at this moment i feel no anxiety, no anger, no frustration, nothing but happiness and love in my life. maybe it's from all the sex. maybe it's from knowing i won't be able to take classes this summer. maybe it's because i skipped my responsibilities today and enjoyed life for once. but most likely it's because of my lover. he soothes my soul, makes me laugh, and really just .. completes me.

i never knew a love like this, but this love is all i know now.

and i am happy. <3