my boyfriend has never read my blog. has never stumbled upon the nice entries i dedicate to him [and delete when he pisses me off]. has never seen the more "talkative" side of me so to speak- i mean type. i don't blame him in the least bit, because he has no idea that i even have a blog. he's not even my friend on facebook. maybe it's weird, but i just prefer a little something reserved just for me. let me release in ways that you can not taint.