ASSuage

assuage my anxiety, anyone-please.
i feel as though my world is falling apart. it's been a while since a genuine smile has appeared on my face and happiness in my heart existed. i don't know if it's because i haven't been living as healthily as i used to [no time for the gym combined with no money for good food], or if it's because i'm losing this life of luxury soon, or because four years of my life just flew by and it's almost time to say goodbye. perhaps it's a combination of all of the above. whatever the case may be, i haven't been myself lately and i don't like it. can't stand it. i need to get out of this funk, for real.