Trippin..

this time i wasn't overwhelmed by thoughts. i enjoyed the magical hallucinations spinning before my eyes. i saw colors i didn't know existed and felt the comfort of a suede comforter and fluffy bed unbeknownst to me before. i saw my beast of a blanket extend itself to entrap me, my two best friends, and my lover all beneath its warmth. i became one with the cool floor beneath me and found the fire place to be quite welcoming. i spoke to the trees, basked in the sun's glory, and watched the mountains move. this is a natural drug, grown in soil. maybe that's why you feel so connected to nature.. or maybe I was Pocahontas in my previous life. i felt the life within each object that i touched. it was a spiritual, sensational trip... up until the point when my lover spoke sweet words to me and my maniacal self came out. happy smiles to pouring tears in less than a second. and then i remembered why i told myself i wouldn't do this again.. because i'm so irrational and have no control over my emotions for a good 5 hours. and 5 hours seems like eternity. anyways.. i'll indulge more later perhaps..